Oy Vey...

Its been a while my friends. What to post...well I freaking finally got a job. :) And I am now going to a job interview tomorrow for a 2nd job, both are in fact summer jobs. And then I have a few jobs at the college over the summer. I think I am going to make it! I just wanted to make enough money so I can not burden my parents with my money debts and take care of it myself. I can proudly say I have yet to take out ANY loans for college. And that will continue to be the goal! But I just needed a job too so I can start saving for future things...like more college dues, and possibly a mission...if that is where life takes me. So yeah! :) This past weekend totally rocked. I got to go stay the weekend with my BESTEST friend ever! She and I had so much fun, besides the fact she had graduation parties...lol it was still wonderful to see her and to just be with someone who really knows me and I don't feel judged or criticized hanging around. And that I know she wants me to be around. I get that feeling here sometimes, cause I feel left out, but I have no reason too, I just wasn't invited that time. So if you ever catch me pouting about feeling left out...Stop me...seriously...its pathetic to let yourself feel that way. I just have a lot of different people I am close to in different ways, and sometimes its hard cause Im not close to people I used to be close to, and I miss being close them hence why I feel left out. But I just...nevermind it doesn't need to be mentioned anymore.
So...Im going back to colorguard. :D I am on the team for the next season of Winterguard, I am on UVU's team called Envision! I am so excited!  Well if I ever remember to get on here again I shall do so.
Guten Nacht!

Ho hum...

I want to keep up on this if I can, I guess we shall see. If I ever have time anymore.
The Spring semester just started and I am already busy.
But I am in the Musical!! We are doing Seussical the musical and I am a Who in family #3. its going to be fun. :)
Well...starting tomorrow on the 10th of January, I will be starting P90X Woot! I'm excited, now lets see how long I can keep this up. I just want to feel better in my overall health and mentality that I just can feel great about myself because I am working out. So I will! :)
Hmm...lets see, im trying to keep up with my friends who are on their missions and one of my wonderful friends, more so like my Best Friend! I have about 6 BEST friends. :) Yes...I can why because its awesome! But he is definately my Best Friend and he will be home in about 10 months. :D I'm excited for that.
Um...i'm really looking forward to this coming semester it shall be interesting for sure.
I am already enjoying my classes and I want to turn my reading habits into a habit of reading Voraciously!!
Well im off!
Loves

Still got a ways to go before there are seven hours left. ;)

Seven Hours- Lucy Schwartz
You, you're my home, if you leave, i'll follow.
And I overflow, with out you i'm hollow.
Seven hours til I get to see you.
Seven hours of this paper work.
Seven hours til I get to come back home.
Seven hours of this walking daydream
Seven hours, I don't know what it's worth,
Seven hours til I get to come back home.

You, you're my light, keep that fire burning.
And I'm a radio, playing slow songs of yearning,
Seven hours til I get to see you
Seven hours of this paper work.
Seven hours til I get to come back home.
Seven hours of this walking daydream.
Seven hours I don't know what it's worth.

Oh---Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.
Come back home.
Come back home.
You, you're my home, if you leave I'll follow.
And I overflow but without you I'm hollow.

I am loving this song. This new artist Lucy Schwartz is wonderful. I love her songs they are so unique and original. :) It makes me happy.
But this song in partiuclar just makes me miss things sometimes. Its hard waiting for things in life to come, you know what I mean?
We have to be patient and just do what we should be doing everyday until what we are waiting for shows up or we get an answer to a question we have had.
This really isn't what I wanted to say....I want to play this song when he gets back.
Everytime I go home I am constantly reminded of him. Made the summer a little hard, but I lived. :) I made a wonderful friend, his mother. :) She is a dear sweet woman and I am so very glad that we have had the chance to get to know each other.
But I really should go to sleep so I will.
Guten Nacht!

Its Half Life, with you as my quarterback, a daft life.

I have to say I just love this song by Imogen Heap. Half Life. :) It makes me really happy.
So...now that Arsenic and Old Lace is over life is slowly getting back in order. :)
Today is a very slow day, reason being I have one class and then rehearsal for MouseTrap. I am the props mistress for that show this time now. So I have no idea what to do with my time so I shall blog!
We watched Pan's Layberinth last night and considering how tired I was I saw the whole movie but it was weird...strange but it is full of good symbolism.

Oh but last night I let one of my roommates cut my hair. I never do anything to it beside grow it out and then trim it. So I have layers!!!!

I like it alot! ^_^

Its weird brushing my hair and there is not as much and putting it up it is so much thinner. Its fun though. :D
So lets see....what has happened recently.
Well I didn't make it in to Mousetrap since I am doing the props but I may get to help out with the acting in a way.
Moving on, the Alpa Delts club is having a superhero stomp next week!!! I'm going to be Super Girl!

I am trying to get more sleep.
Oh I got a tape from Elder Wilson... :D It was wonderful to hear his voice. And I have already sent another one out to him but man i have quite a few friends to write to if I have the time to.
I need to write to, the MTC for a couple friends and write to Latvia, Louisiana, Sweden, Peru just to name a few. But I will eventually get to that. lol :)

Lets see, I finished reading mockingjay! I loved the end of the book, it made me content with the story in the end. I was worried that it would be something I totally didn't expect like half the things in the book i didn't expect. hehe

I'm way excited to go home, I get to spend some time with some of my favorite people! And go to the Haunted Forest hopefully and meet up with some friends from Snow there. :)
And I have another mission farewell to go to this sunday. Lol I have hardly been to my ward at all.

And a fun fact, my lovely roommate who will be known as Brazil and I had started making a V-log but we lost time for that after the play practices started. Its ok but we have had a lot happen since then. lol!


Oh and a bit of news, I am going to audition to be a Young Performing Missionary. :) I need to because it feels like the right thing to do which would rock my summer if I do get to go. :D

Well i'm going to study and get some homework stuffs done a clean my place before I head home!! WOOT!

Peace out!

.....SIgh

I'm way busy...woot! but just a little too much to handle at the moment.
I'm the Stage Manager for the first show.
I am really tired right now. I have Aerobics and PE on tuesdays and thursdays so I am exhaugsted by the end of the day.
I have not done my film homework yet....or taken the last quiz...gah
I can't wait for the weekend.
I can then finish things that have been left unfinished all week.
Like finishing my Letter and Recorded letter to Elder Wilson yay!
Reading the rest of Mockingjay!!! Yay!
Getting my Photos for Elder Wilson and creating his birthday package yay!!
Going to rehearsal on saturday...yay!
....but i think I will eat something and then go to sleep....
loves...g'night

Oh bugger....

Just packing up my room again for the year. And writing another letter to a best friend.  I have more than one! :)
Oh music it makes my life happy,
Listening to Rooney- When did your heart go missing. In love with this song for the longest time. Trust me I can't get over some songs I find.
Off for the rest of my day...yay!
I'm a nerd as people say when I tell them I play D&D but its fun and I'm going to play it again tonight so :p
And I am going to eat my lunch now and be happy!
Woot!
~Amanda Ruth

Oh FHE

It was my last FHE with the UVU 12th Ward. It was fun we had a marshmallow war! Flour covered marshmallows!!! Woot! It was a lot of fun. I will have to get a photo from it. :D Candice was being silly. lol  I will miss that ward, until next summer. I will return! :)

Then I went home and chased a little black bunny rabbit that has been living in our neighborhood that the neighbors on the corner have given up on. They just eventually stopped trying to find a way to stop him from leaving their yard. It really isn't that hard to take care of a rabbit is it? I have never had a pet so I don't know. I do know that tonight I was SOOO close to catching that Rabbit! Grr... When I pulled up in the driveway some of the kids from across the street were trying to catch the silly thing. So I decided to help them. We chased that rabbit around in circles! it was fun, but I thought I had him....alas I failed. Until next time Blacky! (Mom named him Blacky even though he has brown spots mixed in the black.

Well after my Red/Blonde haired sister and I made some popcorn and had fun being dorks...which I made her laugh because I was feeling indifferent to my personality and was making strange voices and laughing. It was fun, I enjoy those times with her. Mom finished her phone call and we all had scripture study with dad.

We just started over as a family in the Book of Mormon. It still amazes me that the lord had Angels appear to Laman and Lemuel so many times and they still  ended up murmuring and complaining. I just cannot fathom the fact that an Angel appeared before them and they still chose to forget what they had been taught. But "there must needs be opposition in all things" right? And there are many many other stories like that where an angel appears and they don't care. One day it will all make perfect sense. :)

So mom, my sis and I started watching Arsenic and Old Lace together. It is hilarious! I love it!  I have only watched half of it because I was on my way to bed but it is good and I cannot wait for the show itself when school starts! Woot!

Well I'm going to go to sleep and I will go running in the morning.

Ciao!

~Amanda