What my life would be like...

Without you, I would most definately not be who I am today. I would not have wanted to try harder to do better for myself and those around me. I would not have continued to strengthen my own beliefs and to take a look inside myself to find out who I really am. I know I most definately would not have grown to love you more than I ever have before. :) I have a hard time contemplating how I might have been, who I would have been, but I don't want to. I know it may have taken me longer than you to realize how I really truly feel about you, but I know now. The past two years...I would do everything all over the same way if I had to a second time because the experiences I had, the people I met, and the places I have been have helped to shape me into who I am today. And I am so thankful that today has brought me back to you. :)

Fail Amanda....Fail. That is all I can hear my roommate say because I did not blog this fall break. But seriously my life has been so crazy.

I have Astronomy homework....loads of it that I have yet to complete.

My Into to Fiction class just has a lot of reading and I should be finishing my essay at the moment. But I like that class because it gives me an excuse to read! If I read just for pleasure during the semester...I will never get my homework done!!!

So...there is also my lighting design class, I have barely touched the homework. Its pathetic and then Im so CLOSE to finishing the jacket part of my costume. Which my costume will look like this, but only in a turquoise and greenish silk fabric. IM SO EXCITED FOR IT! I will definately post my completed project.

Going to finish my homework now...sigh

Haha...

I finally figured out how to get this blog in to my other email account! Woot! :D
Spent today mostly on homework besides going to church...oy vey...im taking a break and thought I would pop on here for a sec.
The play the Taming of the Shrew, that I am in opens a week from Wednesday! Ahh....its crazy. Im sad its my last show at Snow College, but I couldn't have asked it to be a Shakespeare play. So Im all good. :)
well...im going to take a break from homework and do something for a little bit...like watching supernatural and eating ice cream!!! Yay!
I hope you had a wonderful day today.
BTW Pres. Uchtdorf's talk last night was my favorite, it was so good. I love it when you feel like the apostles are speaking directly to you.
<3

Whirlwind of a day

Whirlwind of a day? What about the month or the year?! Life is so crazy....why am I up now posting when I should be finishing my assignment, its because my wonderful roommate wants me to blog so I am. This may be short, but I shall evenutally get on here more often.
goodnight!

Oy Vey...

Its been a while my friends. What to post...well I freaking finally got a job. :) And I am now going to a job interview tomorrow for a 2nd job, both are in fact summer jobs. And then I have a few jobs at the college over the summer. I think I am going to make it! I just wanted to make enough money so I can not burden my parents with my money debts and take care of it myself. I can proudly say I have yet to take out ANY loans for college. And that will continue to be the goal! But I just needed a job too so I can start saving for future things...like more college dues, and possibly a mission...if that is where life takes me. So yeah! :) This past weekend totally rocked. I got to go stay the weekend with my BESTEST friend ever! She and I had so much fun, besides the fact she had graduation parties...lol it was still wonderful to see her and to just be with someone who really knows me and I don't feel judged or criticized hanging around. And that I know she wants me to be around. I get that feeling here sometimes, cause I feel left out, but I have no reason too, I just wasn't invited that time. So if you ever catch me pouting about feeling left out...Stop me...seriously...its pathetic to let yourself feel that way. I just have a lot of different people I am close to in different ways, and sometimes its hard cause Im not close to people I used to be close to, and I miss being close them hence why I feel left out. But I just...nevermind it doesn't need to be mentioned anymore.
So...Im going back to colorguard. :D I am on the team for the next season of Winterguard, I am on UVU's team called Envision! I am so excited!  Well if I ever remember to get on here again I shall do so.
Guten Nacht!

Ho hum...

I want to keep up on this if I can, I guess we shall see. If I ever have time anymore.
The Spring semester just started and I am already busy.
But I am in the Musical!! We are doing Seussical the musical and I am a Who in family #3. its going to be fun. :)
Well...starting tomorrow on the 10th of January, I will be starting P90X Woot! I'm excited, now lets see how long I can keep this up. I just want to feel better in my overall health and mentality that I just can feel great about myself because I am working out. So I will! :)
Hmm...lets see, im trying to keep up with my friends who are on their missions and one of my wonderful friends, more so like my Best Friend! I have about 6 BEST friends. :) Yes...I can why because its awesome! But he is definately my Best Friend and he will be home in about 10 months. :D I'm excited for that.
Um...i'm really looking forward to this coming semester it shall be interesting for sure.
I am already enjoying my classes and I want to turn my reading habits into a habit of reading Voraciously!!
Well im off!
Loves

Still got a ways to go before there are seven hours left. ;)

Seven Hours- Lucy Schwartz
You, you're my home, if you leave, i'll follow.
And I overflow, with out you i'm hollow.
Seven hours til I get to see you.
Seven hours of this paper work.
Seven hours til I get to come back home.
Seven hours of this walking daydream
Seven hours, I don't know what it's worth,
Seven hours til I get to come back home.

You, you're my light, keep that fire burning.
And I'm a radio, playing slow songs of yearning,
Seven hours til I get to see you
Seven hours of this paper work.
Seven hours til I get to come back home.
Seven hours of this walking daydream.
Seven hours I don't know what it's worth.

Oh---Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.
Come back home.
Come back home.
You, you're my home, if you leave I'll follow.
And I overflow but without you I'm hollow.

I am loving this song. This new artist Lucy Schwartz is wonderful. I love her songs they are so unique and original. :) It makes me happy.
But this song in partiuclar just makes me miss things sometimes. Its hard waiting for things in life to come, you know what I mean?
We have to be patient and just do what we should be doing everyday until what we are waiting for shows up or we get an answer to a question we have had.
This really isn't what I wanted to say....I want to play this song when he gets back.
Everytime I go home I am constantly reminded of him. Made the summer a little hard, but I lived. :) I made a wonderful friend, his mother. :) She is a dear sweet woman and I am so very glad that we have had the chance to get to know each other.
But I really should go to sleep so I will.
Guten Nacht!